Finding Myself
I really debated for a few months about writing this entry thinking it may be more of a journal entry than anything. Then I debated whether or not to post it. I decided, I want to be the person that is not afraid of my own vulnerability . Brooks and I started our family just over 20 years ago. In my youth I had been plagued by the same things young people, old people , people in their middle years have always struggled with and will continue to struggle with in the future. My sense of self, never feeling like I was enough or could be. I decided when our family began that I was going to be the best mom I could be and not let my own head get in the way of that no matter what. After I had Pride I gained a considerable amount of weight. I wanted to be healthy not only for family, but for me. I wanted to enjoy every minute of playing with our kids and I wasn't going to let myself get in the way of that. I started working out....
